Wholewhere, is a word that I often use to describe the whole as a space. I don´t know where did I heard this word, I don´t know if ever  heard it before, but I´m sure I did not invent it, there are more people who enjoy talking about wholewhere. I think soon this word will be included in the dictionary.

Finding Wholewhere

In my infinite body there is an infinite black hole that will swallow me up if I look at it. 

But if I look at you, I will wipe your tears, I´ll brighten your chest, and I´ll make your bed. 

Not because I love you, but because I have a black hole, that will swallow me up if I look at it.   

         

But if I look at you, I´ll draw a bird, I´ll call you heaven, and I´ll eat a cherry from a blossom branches. 

Not because I love you, but because I have a black whole that will swallow me up if I look at it. 

  

But if I look at you I´ll give you my hands, I´ll give up on my mind, and I´ll cover myself with a flower layette. 

Not because I love you, but because I have a black hole, that will swallow me up if I look at it. 

  

But if I look at you, while you look at it, you´ll cut the trails that take us everywhere. 

And I´ll be swallowed up by the infinite black hole, to find myself feeling, so tiny,  so lost,  looking for new ways for a way up. 

And I´ll make it cozy, 

in there, 

With the nightmares and the spider man's, 

searching for answers, for clues, for paths,  

That show me that I don't belong there.  

  

Until I see the stars that will raise me up to find a new better than ever you, 

Then from my infinite body, with its infinite black hole,

I´ll look at this new you,  to be so conscious of my way of sleeping, of the dreams I make, of my way of moving when I´m not awake.  

Not beause I love this new you, but to be so conscious of my way of speaking, of my way of thinking, of my way of feeling.  

I´ll look at the new you, who will certainly know that my way of loving is because of a black hole that could swallow me up if I look at it.   

And the new you will fabricate new trails that will take us, and my infinite body, with its infinite black hole, to wholewhere.  

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